It's so easy to think that because you can't do something extraordinary, you can't do anything at all. And I've fallen into this trap many times. Small steps seem so ... small. Not monumental enough of shifts to make your heart race and fill you with adrenaline. And then it's easy to decide that if you can't overhaul your entire life in one fell swoop, then you might as well just do nothing. Dealing in these absolutes has been quite the trait of my journey. Often times it has led me to places I never imagined, but also got me stuck in voids without escape. Now, as there are but pieces of me left, I guess what I'm hoping for, is that starting from here, with what remnants of myself are left, I hope it's just the beginning for me. And that all these small steps, might lead me somewhere I've never been.
