My heart is a ghost town...

I walked into the flames...

As days pass by in a far away land, where I am a different Karr all of you got to watch grow up, I find myself not recognising the image staring back at me in the mirror. It's not that I have changed that drastically, I think it's simply the fact that I don't let my inhibitions cloud my sight. I feel more stable, more in control, more at ease, and most importantly, less afraid that I'll screw everything up. I've got this. I can manage my demons and live the dream, while still doing my darnest to chase after it. The journey has only begun, and I can't help but wish as I've wished my entire life - conjuring fantasy upon fantasy, trying to live stories and not just write them. The future seems filled with so much possibility; almost too much to handle, perhaps even too much to bear. Luckily that has never stopped me before.

Letting my feelings free...

I might be anyone,

a lone fool out in the sun.

Your heartbeat of solid gold,

I love you, you'll never know.

When the daylight comes you feel so cold,

I'm too afraid of my heart to let you go.

Waiting for the fire to light,

feeling like we could do right.

Be the one that makes tonight,

cause freedom is a lonely road -

we're under control.