Thursday, June 18, 2009

Here comes the son...



For a long time I thought the key to being a success, to being great is what we give up. Sleep, friends, a normal life. I abandoned it all for that one amazing moment. That moment when I would have been larger than anything, larger than anyone. There were days that made the sacrifices seem worthwhile. And there were the days where everything felt like a sacrifice…

I was once told that I could have anything in life if I was willing to sacrifice everything else for it. I understand now that what She meant was that nothing comes without a price. So now before I go into battle I always decide how much I'm willing to lose, because way to often going after what felt good meant letting go of what I knew was right…

I fear for the sacrifices that I won't see coming, when I won't have time to come up with a strategy, to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. Because when that happens and the battle chooses me and not the other way round, that’s when the sacrifice can turn out to be way more than I can bear…