They say that we should always quit while we're ahead. That we should go out with a bang and that we should get out while we're on top. It's prety good advice. The problem is that we rarely know when our time has come, especially when it feels so good to be king of the hill and having everyone under your control...
I really want to follow the advice. I really do. Considering how things ended the last time I was in this situation, I would be a fool to make the same mistake twice. But as always I am torn. Torn between the person I was and the person I want to be. She told me once that in order to figure out where I want to go, I first need to make sure that I know where I've been. And I've been trying to figure that out for years, but I always seem to get stuck at a certain event that changed me forever... Murderer...
So I try my best to stay on the hill, where I have absolutey everything I need. But here's the thing. Just because I have everything I need, that doesn't mean that I have everything I want...
