She offers me protection...

Ever had a person just come up to you, give you a kiss, hold you real tight and say those tree magic words? It's one of the most beautiful feelings in the world. To know that you're loved. That someone cares. That you made a difference in someones life. It may seem like a small thing. Something most of us take for granted. But it's these little things, these little gestures that make this ride worth it. Or so I've heard...

It is something that I allowed to elude me all this time. Maybe some of us are just not meant to experience it. Maybe we just have to be patient for a while longer. Maybe we lost it amid all the sacrifices we had to make in order to get here. I guess in the end it doesn't really matter. The only thing that's imporant is that we never stop believing that we can get it...

Most of the time I don't know wether I'm right or wrong. I don't have time to stop and wonder, to plan my next move. I just keep moving faster and faster. I can't stop nor do I want to. Because when I do, I know that I would be forced to examine my actions and that would mean fessing up to things I'm not yet prepared to face. So I walk as fast as I can on this lonely road. Wishing that someone out there would find me. But untill then, I walk alone...