Thursday, July 29, 2010

Afraid to exhale...

Just stop. Because we all know what's going to happen next. Everybody is screaming at you, but you don't listen. All you do is dream and one day you'll find yourself looking back at all the things you dreamt away. Snap out of it! Take control and man up...

That was the lecture I got today and from the most unexpected person. Who knew he had me so figured out, we only shared a few words. But where most would see a foe, I saw a friend who can teach me a lot about life, because there's so much more I need to comprehend. I realised that sometimes you have to stand up for yourself and demand to be treated better and if it doesn't work, then I guess you're better off. I demanded, nothing changed, here I am, alone again...

Creating a legacy is next to impossible. But I'll never stop trying. Can you say the same? Or is this another lie? I can't even recognise them anymore, they've become so... ordinary. Not once have I been so close, to something I didn't know I wanted. I'm still not sure I do. But sometimes what you want, is exactly what you need...