Sunday, July 18, 2010

You hide behind your collar...

There's no way to manufacture a miracle, believe me, I tried. Sometimes you just have to wait for things to unfold by themselves. Everything around me is getting so cynical and every night I admit defeat. But then in the morning I can't get up, because I know that something is missing.

You can't control it, right? Everyone thinks you're satisfied, but they can't see your soul. You're lost, hurt, tired and lonely, hoping to find love that won't leave you. Because that's all we really need, someone who stays.

The whole world shook when you left. What was in your heart when it stopped beating? A storm is blowing through me, but I'm drenched in darkness up to my neck. Please be gentle, I'm still learning and you're miles ahead. Everybody loves your life but you.

They tell me I'm a lot like Her. I know I am. They tell me I have to watch what I say. I know I do. They tell me something magical and beautiful is coming my way. Is it really?