Thursday, July 8, 2010

Where are you my honey...

You know that feeling, we all sometimes get, where we simply decide to shut certain people out of our life? Usually for no apparent reason, it just feels right somehow. But what happens when you're on the other end of the stick? When someone, who you've shared a lot with, suddenly decides your not worth it anymore. Do you just let them go? Or do you fight for what you believe in, for the loving bond between you, for all the memories you don't want to lose?

The choice is yours, either way. But know this, choose your battles carefully, because if I learned anything it's that some wars cannot be won. Most conflicts are over before they even begin and most people really don't give a damn what happens to you. It's all a game of pretend, of who can last longer, of who gets hurt most in the end of it all. I've always been told that you can't lose something you never had. But lately I've come to realise that we only tell ourselves it's so, in order to protect all the plunders of war, we so desperately clinge to...

Our existence is flawed. It was never meant to turn out this way - we set off on a different path, yet here we are. Do you think we'll ever be here again? Death to the deceiver and her faith, for it is her beliefs that doomed us and from this point on, the faithless shall seek revenge. The crusade has begun and with it a new era. A cold breeze reminds me of how human I still am...