I'm going to trust again. I think it's time to sprout my wings once more. Because of you I never strayed too far from home and I found it hard to connect with anyone around me. That part of me is gone, or better yet, I'm doing everything in my power to suppress it. It's a curious thing, going against your nature. You have to fight like hell just to keep standing. Every step seems impossible to take and with each one you fade away a little more. I need to open my heart to someone - completely and without limitations. I need to love with no regrets and no doubts. I need to take a risk, and do what it takes, until I touch the moon. But most of all, I need to find someone who would be willing to do the same for me.
If you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know who you're falling in love with. You're falling in love with my countless insecurites, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my keen ability to overreact and take almost anything out of context. You're falling in love with my troubled past, and my dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. You're falling in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But you're also falling in love with the way I'll smile and look at you when we're together. The way I'll kiss you good morning after a long night of making love. You're falling in love with all the humorous and thought provoking things I sometimes say, and the way I blush when people ask about you. But the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking it could never happen.
If you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know who you're falling in love with. You're falling in love with my countless insecurites, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my keen ability to overreact and take almost anything out of context. You're falling in love with my troubled past, and my dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. You're falling in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But you're also falling in love with the way I'll smile and look at you when we're together. The way I'll kiss you good morning after a long night of making love. You're falling in love with all the humorous and thought provoking things I sometimes say, and the way I blush when people ask about you. But the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking it could never happen.
