I don't have to move on, to let go...

It's funny. The more I try to deny it, the stronger and brighter the truth sinks in. There's no other way to spin it. I've been here before. Exactly here. The fact that what I wrote approximately a year ago applies to the letter of my present, is a testament to that. Indeed, the more things change, the more they stay the same. I won't stop trying to shatter the cycle though, of that you can be sure. I may take a break once in a while, and I might cheat a little, but I play the game no matter what. I love, lust and hope like I have nothing to lose, because I actually don't. I'm not afraid of life and I'm not scared how I might appear or come across. And if all of that makes me someone you don't want to be with, or even spend time with, then I'm sorry to say, but you just passed on something that has, even still, limitless potential. So this is to all of you who left, who let me go. One day, you'll wish you hadn't.

Believe in love. Believe in magic. Believe in your dreams and your wildest fantasies. Hell, believe in santa clause. Believe in others. Believe in yourself. Because if you don't, who will? Jump off the edge everytime you can. Take risks, be bold and reckless and a little crazy. Don't let fear keep you down. Stand up and fight the battles which need to be fought and wars that need to be won. Do it for yourself. Do it for me. Do it for everything we created. Together we can break these chains that bind us. Together happiness will find us. Today I leave my past behind. Today my life begins.