Sunday, May 19, 2013

Eat away at this heart of mine...


Trying to hope with nothing to hold,
living on such sweet nothings.


It's starting to crumble. The foundations we were built upon tremble in the wake of our recent mistakes. It has to be my fault, because these circumstances have arisen before with different people - I am the common denominator. I don't know what it is about me that makes people treat me the way they do. Is it something I do? Is it something I say? Maybe some people just aren't meant to find their other piece and are destined to march a lonely road. I thought you'd be different though. I really believed we started something that could withstand my nature. Every time before, I ran away, but not this time, not with you. I've grown enough to face my demons, and hopefully you'll help me banish them to the abyss they came crawling out of . If not, then I'll continue forward as I always have. Alone, yet never lonely, with the sparkle of my dreams in my eyes, and conviction in my step I shall overcome even the greatest of barriers - the ones I dare not pass, and dread to tear down.