Sunday, January 12, 2014

I just came to say hello...

I can't remember the last time I felt like this. It must have been over two years ago. I feel as if I'm weightless, as if I'm light as a feather - without any fears or burdens. Without the expectations of others wearing me down or giving me false hope. I feel like the old Karr again, the one who so relentlessly gazed into the future, who dreamt even when he was awake, and spent every minute of his every day reaching for the unreachable. There are some differences though, especially those visible to the naked eye. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't even recognise me. What was once a timid boy, now stands taller than ever, with a sense of purpose and pride. I've actually been sleeping through the night, which I can't even phantom the last occurrence of, and my slumber is so ... peaceful. I'm not sure what happened. I guess letting go of so many things and so many people washed away the encumbrance that came along with them. I can't predict how long this will actually last, but I'll be certain to hold on to this sensation for dear life. I'm not sure what's hidden beneath the surface, but I'm not scared to find out, because such serenity has the power to help me overcome anything - to help me overcome everything.