Friday, June 27, 2014

Suffocate my soul...

As I was sitting near the ocean and staring out in the distance, trying to imagine the road ahead, I started drawing blanks. There is nothing in my mind - no dreams, no aspirations, no reminiscing about the past, not even crazy scenarios about a future I'll never get to live. All I saw was you, lying beside me, naked, and for the first time in my life I felt as if I really didn't need anything else. I felt weightless, like a plastic bag being blow all around the world, never reaching the ground and forever floating towards the stars. I will cherish these moments for I know that they are fleeting and my happiness has always been short lived. I shall emote without fear and self-doubt, and I am going to express every single silly thought I have, then if you stay despite of my inherent insanity, and your hand remains in mine, I will without question be certain that this is a story which needs to be experienced, which needs to be told. You are the sky and I am the sun drowning in your eternal serenity. I will not waste any more time on words - they are a mere distraction from the present demanding to be lived, demanding to be heard, demanding to love unlike ever before.