I was afraid to go...

There’s no point in waiting for Godot. He never arrives. That's the whole point. In Dante’s Limbo, the Ignavi are always waiting. Their crime in life was that they preferred to wait until everything was decided rather than commit themselves to a cause when its prospects were uncertain, and now they are condemned to wait forever in the vestibule of hell. Anyone can jump on a bandwagon. The heroes are those who got involved long before the bandwagon even arrived. You have to find a cause and commit yourself fully. That's the first step in giving meaning to your life.