The next thing I know...

I am trying to see the beauty in what is here for me right now. I'm trying to look around me and see beyond the mist of anxiety that blinded me for the past month. I want to get back to being calm and centered. Appreciating the times I didn't have to deal with the burdens of disappointment and the frictions of deep conflict. Today feels heavier than most and tomorrow might too. There is uncertainty lingering in the air, still. But I have hope. I am slowly walking forward. I have strength. Those are two things I can control. I will get past all of this unknown. Step. Step. Step.