He still owes you a reason...

Brez tebe ne znam.

He'a not resistant enough. If life would ever want for him to spiral, it would not take a lot. It seems his walls are made of hay, and the years of complacency have left him soft and unprepared. He wonders if there is any way he can rebuild into something more stable. Unsurprisingly, he simply wants to give up. He's as weak as he ever was and the daily steps he takes, to maybe come out on the other side, feel like nothing. Moving in place. The cycle will never end. He can't hold on forever. He has to make a change. Separate himself from himself. Time won't wait for anyone, not even him.