I've decided to be optimistic for once. This last highschool year is going to be great. I'm going to do great in school. I'm going to have fun and most of all I'm going to get everything I want out of life. I mean it's time isn't it? Maybe if I look forward to the future instead of dreading it, things will go better...
I was in almost the exact same place a few years ago. I know what I should do and I'm going to do it. I just have to let everything go. I'm determined to make it this time. I was told once that if you want to stop all the crap that's happening to you, you have to stop accepting crap and demand something better. And that's exactly what I'm going to do. Screaming my lungs out and not backing down till my demands are met...
It's all about optimism. I can change everything, right? Or am I just fooling myself again? Am I setting myself up for disaster? The old me would believe that. But, things have changed. Now it's all about optimism...
