As you might have figured out by now, I am one of those people that believe in karma. Even though I sometimes don't understand her, because she works in such strange ways. As all faiths she is hard to maintain, because all to often she seems like she doesn't exist and she fails us when we think we need her most...
But the imporant thing to remember is that the moment you stop believing she's there, you've already lost the battle. It's hard. It really is. Take it from someone who thought about giving up so many times you can't even imagine. But everytime I was close to throwing in the towel, I told myself that I just have to be patient a little while longer. She hasn't disappointed me so far. In fact karma works in such intriguing ways for me, that I really can't wait to see what she has in store for me next...
So I try my best to do things that she deems worthy. But all too often, I screw things up. I do things that I know will come back and bite me in the ass, that will haunt me for not doing the right thing. So here I stand, completely at her mercy, hoping and wishing she knows what she's doing...
