I wish that I could make him realize that he's worthy of being loved, that he could be someone's world, that somebody thinks of him every single night before they go to bed and every single morning when they wake up. That someone nearly dies with yearning thinking of his arms around them. That somebody loves him more than anything because he's fantastic - he is that special.
I may not believe it right now, in the midst of all this pain, but things will get better. They have to. And it may not seem possible, in the midst of all this heartache, but I will look back and smile at the memories that are tearing me apart right now. The things I went through, both good and bad, will give me reasons to grow in the future. Not only to grow, but to laugh, to smile, to feel the love all over again, and to remember that even though it was a crazy ride, it was a wonderful one. And my life,
no matter how messy it may seem right now, will be a beautiful picture. One that without any of the memories, wouldn't be the complete masterpiece it will be then.
Sometimes we have to be broken down, so we can be rebuilt into what we're actually meant to be...
