As you know, I'm not good at goodbyes, but I guess that's what this is, a real one for a change. Because as much as I thought I wanted us to be friends, I guess what I want more is to be one of those people, who lives every moment of his life without indecision and without regrets. Someone who dares to disturb the universe without a thought to the consequences, and you're just not one of those people, at least not yet. Maybe you'll prove me wrong about that one day, hope you do, but who knows? I'm not mad or angry or resentful. I had just wished and hoped so hard you could be the one thing I could finally count on. And even after it's all said and done, I still think you're amazing. I'll cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you conjured on my face. I'll forever be thankful someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had been taken away so soon. See, you came at a time, when I was further gone than you will ever know. You're not poison, you were my miracle, and I'll never forget that. I'll miss you as I stumble down this road. I wish I was heading towards you, but as it seems, I'm only moving further away.
Old friend, why are you so shy? You shouldn't hold back, and hide from the light. I dreamt you settled down, that you found your girl, and you're happy now. I saw that your dreams came true, I guess they gave you things, I couldn't give to you. I hate to call out of the blue, uninvited, but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I had hoped you'd hear my voice and you'd be reminded that for me, it still isn't over. You know how time flies? Only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised, in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days. Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Old friend, why are you so shy? You shouldn't hold back, and hide from the light. I dreamt you settled down, that you found your girl, and you're happy now. I saw that your dreams came true, I guess they gave you things, I couldn't give to you. I hate to call out of the blue, uninvited, but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I had hoped you'd hear my voice and you'd be reminded that for me, it still isn't over. You know how time flies? Only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised, in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days. Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
