Turn of events have been quite predictable actually. As of yet, the universe has been consistent with what it gives, offers and takes away. My life, it seems, is predetermined to unfold in ways I can see coming from miles ahead, yet still, everytime, they knock me off my feet. I've been thinking a lot about the decisions that led me to you, and I can't help but wonder, if maybe I'm not even supposed to be here. In the grand scheme of things, I'm just another boy who fell for you. And even though I stopped it from going further, that night still meant a lot to me, more than you'll probably ever know, more than I'll ever admit. It's funny how we're sometimes given things, just so they can be taken away. And it's not even about love or lust or passion anymore, it's about reaching for eternity and coming back empty handed. It's about everything this thing that is not a blog was always about. It's about me being stuck together in a world that never stops trying to tear me apart.
If there's a crisis, we don't freeze, we move forward, and we force each other to march on. Because we've seen worse, we've survived worse, and we know we'll manage to overcome this as well. For we may be dark and twisty, but it's not a flaw, it's our strength. It may make us awkward and weird, but it's who we are, it's who we've always been. And as long as we have each other, I know we'll endure anything the universe throws our way. Because in the end there really is no other truth, than accepting that there is absolutely nothing to be afraid of, it's just life.
If there's a crisis, we don't freeze, we move forward, and we force each other to march on. Because we've seen worse, we've survived worse, and we know we'll manage to overcome this as well. For we may be dark and twisty, but it's not a flaw, it's our strength. It may make us awkward and weird, but it's who we are, it's who we've always been. And as long as we have each other, I know we'll endure anything the universe throws our way. Because in the end there really is no other truth, than accepting that there is absolutely nothing to be afraid of, it's just life.
