I need to tell you something, I know you won't be able to read it, but no one else can understand. You see, I have a problem. Sounds familiar, right? But this time it's different. Well... Sort of different. About a year ago I made a choice, more out of fear than desire. Today, I changed my mind, because I'm not afraid anymore. The thing is that it's probably too late. As time went by, I started feeling emotions I thought were tightly locked away. They started devouring my soul, until there was nothing left of me, except for what I pretend to be...
You would probably have a whole list of things I should do, but you left me to fend for myself. And to tell you the truth, I'm not doing so well. As always I'm making it seem a lot worse than it is, but you know me, I can't seem to appreciate the things I have. The funny part is that I never got the chance to know you. I mean, really know you. If only we had more time. I'll do my best to come out of this a winner, if that's even possible at this point. Thanks, you always know what to say...
