Saturday, April 17, 2010

Swan song...

It's done. The journey has ended. And at the end of it all, I came out a winner, I came out on the other side and I'm right where I wanted to be. The world I created for myself, the people I met, the souls I destroyed, the isolation, the sacrifices, all of it suddenly makes sense. But you know what, when I was up there, getting exactly what I wished for, I realised something. I don't have to chose anymore between a life of meaning and a life of happiness. I decided I'm going to have both...

I'm not sure how I'm going to do it. But just you wait, I'll find a way, I always do. There's something out there for me, I can feel it. I've got this new sense of courage and stability. I'm ready to start my new journey, one that will undoubtedly be filled with things I can't even being to imagine. I have no idea what's waiting for me and for the first time that doesn't scare me, not even a bit...

My farewell was perfect. It felt like it did when I first started. But I guess that the more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm proud of what I acomplished, because I did it on my own and I was able to find myself somewhere amid all the craziness and superficiality. It's done and I couldn't be more glad that it is. Now I'm finally free and all I want to do is fly away...