Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Epic fail indeed...

It's funny isn't it? How we plan things to turn out a certain way, but then something happens and everything falls apart. All I wanted to do was get rid of the last bit of emotions I have for a girl I fell for, nearly 3 years ago. I wanted to destroy every single grip she might still have over me. I wanted to do that by doing what I do best - write. And so I did, I wrote from my heart, hoping it can cleanse me forever. The funny part? I didn't get rid of her, I got rid of someone who I have the upmost respect for, who I adore for having the strength of her own convictions, someone who I was beginning to fall in love with...

So here we are. Did you ever think we would end up here? So similar yet so very different. I profoundly care for you and I always will, even though you said a lot of things, I deserved all of them, you said exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you...

I know that going back is impossible and that this is something we'll remember for a long time. Well at least I will. I just hope you don't forget the favour I asked not so long ago. Because I really meant it. You are inspirational, you are unique and mark my words Desigual, one day the world will be under the spell of your magical words...