Friday, July 22, 2011

Life taught me to die...

I've boarded a train, and I don't know where it's heading. And as exciting and thrilling as it is, I don't think I've ever been so afraid. Everything is happening so fast, and it's too late to stop it. I just have to keep ridding the wave, and hoping I fall on my feet. I had expected too much, like I always do. But this time it feels more personal, it hurts more, because it is such an inherent part of me. That will be my downfall I think, just like everytime before. The demons which tempt me are growing stronger and I'm losing all the power I once held. My life is no longer my own and there's nothing I can do about it. I've put myself out there, and if nothing else, at least it will make a good story.


"It's not hard to fall, when you float like a cannon," she said as he gazed into her eyes. She always knew what to say and when to not say anything. Until the sun completely sank into the ocean, they sat there in utter silence. They both realised, at the exact same moment that this was something they'll remember for the rest of their lives. It was not love or lust or romance, it was friendship. The kind that awakens the heart and warms the soul. The kind of friendship which surpasses reason and understanding. They were connected, imperviously and forever. Somehow they suspected it wasn't by chance. No, something so profound could only be triggered by one thing - fate.