Saturday, March 27, 2010

Believe like there's no tomorrow...

Did you ever meet one of those people, who have the ability to not only profoundly impact the lives of others, but they can go so far, as to steal little bits of people's inner self. You may even be one of them without even realising it. Nobody can recognise it, you either have it or you don't. We usually find out when it's too late, when they have already eaten away at our core. They're thiefs of the most dangerous kind, they take away something that can never be returned - our soul...

She was... She took something from me. She took little pieces of me, little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice. She wanted me to be something I wasn't and I made myself into what she wanted. One day I was me and then suddenly I was lying for her, jeopardizing my future until I wasn't me anymore. But even then, I would have stayed with her, I really would have. I lost myself for a long time and now that I'm finally me again... I'm scared...

What if another soulstealer comes along? Out of nowhere, like last time. You'd think I had nothing more to give, but they find something, they always do. But you know what? I don't care anymore, I'm done being afraid, I'm done feeling like I have no control. If I'm meant to be ripped apart then so be it. I'm ready for anything, stronger than ever. So to all you soulstealers out there: your move...