Tomorrow I'm going to do something for myself, something that will hopefully make me feel a tiny bit better. It surely won't put all my issues to rest, but it might be a step in the right direction. I'm not sure really what to expect. Some grand catharsis, an inner cleansing that would wash away all the pains of yesterday and bring forth an era of stability and perhaps even happiness. As always I have high hopes for what's to come. Sadly enough, my gut tells me that I'll be disappointed as ever before, left with only memories of what I didn't say and hopes for all the things I should...
I need someone to take a chance on me. Someone who knows what they're getting into and is willing to help me through all this. It won't be easy. That I guarantee. Will it be worth it in the end? Most likely not. Will I be grateful? I'm not entirely sure. Will it change me? Most definitetly. Will it change you? It already did...
