Saturday, May 22, 2010

Love is not a victory march...

When a relationship really works the tiny bumps in the road don't really matter, you don't have to be scared because there's no real jeopardy. You feel safe, because you love each other so much. You look at each other and you know exactly what the other is thinking. Their every word excites you, their every breath makes you linger. Finding that person isn't easy, heck, most never do. But I think I've already found mine...

It's hard when two people aren't at the same place at the same time. Especially at this age, when most of us are still working things out. That's why I don't want to start something real, because we're just not ready. When we try, and mark my words, we will try, I want us to go all the way. I need you all to know, that even now, I'm in, I'm all in. But trying now, would be suicide for both of us. Without truly being aware of who you are and who you want to become, you can't reach that happy ending we all crave. It may take a while, it may take forever, but if it's really meant to be, then one day, when we're both were we need each other to be, we'll simply take a glimpse of one another and we'll know, this is our moment, to finally give it a go...

The road ahead has never been so crystal clear. The goal is within arms reach and in hindsight I think I should have the right to be proud of myself. I mean don't get me wrong, I made a lot of mistakes during my journey, but the sheer fact that at the end of the day, I still find inspiration in the world around me, is reason enough to celebrate, every single minute...